While, I waiting my assignment to be submitted to a things called 'Turnitin' (safe assign) so am decided to visit my blog. Yes ! Sometimes, Last minutes work doesn't work ! Bear in mind ! do not do last minutes work anymore.
My lappie couldn't restart and the screen is black out now. Because of my IT assignment I had downloaded a windows video maker software ytdy and when it's restart that moment. My mood was like so excited cant wait to use the video editing software. But it's restart half way the fan speed up and few second the fan speed down. My lappie it's turn up nothing. sigh.... last night bring it to my boyfie frenz make it and he said is my screen problem. Need to be taking out the screen and repair something inside the screen it will cost me RM200- Rm300. So he decided to ask me change lappie. I felt sad at the moment. Because this Lappie had follow me since Form3 till now. It's was my pressie when I was form 3 when I get 9th in my class which is top 10. So, my daddy pressie it to me. Sad. It gonna to said bye bye to my lappie soon.
Besides that, alot of assignment following me this few weeks. Felt restless and tired. And I'm still waiting the safe assign to be in processing since last night till now. It's a software call Turnitin which help student to check whether it's have piagiarism in their assignment.
Somehow, I feel why we paid so much of money and end up we're so suffer to study at uni. Last time I thought Uni life should be fun and enjoy. But NAH! I just estimated it wrongly. Feel like stop study somehow. But I have to tell myself NO! Don't give up Jasmine! Must take ur diploma cert! Thus, studying is much more better then working some of my friends said that. When you are working u miss the moment of studying , well when u are studying you feel that working is great. This is human being ! Human are always not satisfied with their needs and wants ='/
To Mr A,
I never knew, that day a small problem it's make us argue it like this. You change ur Facebook status and make everyone misunderstand us. Even though, you said 'FB is not really important. However, I change we're still remain together.' But I felt upset, u had deleted our photo. Sometimes, I wonder did you ever care about me? Listen to my sorrowness? What I really want?
If that day after we argue I dont find you I think we're really end it like this. ='/ Why everytime after we argue I am the one who find you and I am the one who comfort you. Why cant you find me once or comfort me once? All I want is just your caring and loving me. I not demanding alot. I never demand from you a diamond ring before or a flower or something real luxury and expensive.
I cant lose you, you know? You are my Boyfie and also my best frenz. Because all my sorrowness between my best frenz or family I will just story to you. I really love you, and I meant it. I dont wanna lose you , seriously no.
I hope sometimes you will just change ur anger & attiude to a better you because of me. ='/
A love story between a shorty and tall guy.
xoxo
Jas
