I wish You were Here

26th June 2011.
I been counted the day i left you since the day you abandoned me.
You got a new relationship now.
Yes ! I know. Everyone knew.
But the feeling of mine?
Yes ! I know. But No one know.
NO one could describe the pain of mine.
And you will never know.

Force myself not to love you or like you day by day.
Force myself to HATE YOU!
Changing myself.
And My attitude being worse as YOU thought.
As I said before.
Once you sabotage a girls life, she will be very bitchy .
Calling me a Bitch and Calling you a Jerk.
Who's wrong?

I'm always ask myself being strong noe matter what has happen.
Do you the day you left me
I was so SAD!
I got Insomnia !
I got no Appetite!
My mind is JUST YOU!

Thinking of YOU!
YES I AM!


Get Over it Jasmine !

4/6/2011

4/6/2011

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4th june going to the two weeks tomorrow.
Is your feeling faded?
NO ! am not. what to do?
Always asking myself. Being a waited. Yes ! Always waited to him.

Sigh.
Too stupid to wait for him right?
MOve on?
go for the next guy?
Everyone saying that.
But Love is blind.
Do you all know? Destiny make sense.
Karma ! yes! I believe in Karma too ;D

Everyday waited his text
Everyday wait for a night call
I already adapt for those day we be together
Everyday a text, Everynight a call.
YES! I already used to it.

Everynight , dream about you.
think about you.
Insomnia almost everynight.

You Pampered me like a princess last time.
I really do appreciate those day.
I know i am wrong being too sensitive to you.
SORRY!!!!!
I know you don't mean to hurt me anymore!
Sorry and Thanks.


And definitely Yes! Every guy wanna end up relationship they will just said this to you.
They don't mean to hurt you. But those word is already hurting a girl heart.
So if you got a girlfie.
Make sure you very love her .
Don't hurt your another half.

Jasmine shunyii
xoxo
Love is Blind